lies?truth?
believe?trust?
respect?
u in my shoe?i in ur shoe?
i love you, you love me?
thinking about you?thinking about me?
missing you?missing me?


ya...whatever...anyway it seems i did everything wrong..the way you phrase like i shouldnt have ask u to begin this whole thing together with me 2 yrs back.. it seems lyk i have drag you into a night mare..? whatever..you keep insisting that you wont wanna say break up.. why not ?its lyk 5 times you told me before...including this one time not considering it less or more? anyway i donnoe whats really in your mind..ya u will say "i also donnoe wads really in your mind too" ya as if i got the energy to talk to you at nite? ya i noe you got stress...i cant help and i don understand...yes i got stress its the same u cant help too...mine is practical..so is yours.. keep insisting that i lost for topic to talk..keep insisting i have an affair...what are all these nonsense...if i wanna have an affair...i should have done it during the point when u mentioned the 5 times of break up..

i don bare to give this up...always telling me my future depends on you..you will prove it to me...but be more sensible... future is not for anyone..but urself...yes you wanna prove..but action speaks louder then words...yes i know you are in army...you are stress...so am i..

if you think i drag you to hell..just let me know...i wont bother to say break up..but it seems like you are also not bothered...you can busy...why cant i..? u emphasizing on waiting? thn u? what have you done? telling me how much u miss me and love me...all this stuff... who knows it might be all just a lie...? im not trying to insist that you are lying...just feel u are facing your ups and down...i also wad...

say i got my frends can already...again be more sensible..i work long hours a day...i only see u once a week...you think during the days without u im alone? i float here and there lyk nth? i nid frends too...u said u give mi freedom? but do you really seriously willingly to give? or ur mouth just say and do another thing?

ya u can say im always the one who rise my voice...actually i din...im loosing my voice..do u noe? how much work i nid to do..do u noe? i screaming all day long...do u noe?? ya u are also..but im in this line for lyk so long... ah...~! fuck larz..what ever...you wanna get mad over all this that i wrote..go ahead...i jus got no where to vend my anger thats all...

think in all sorts of method you wan...anyway im not bothered to celebrate my birthday anyway...feeling its not worth and no point...

7/07/2009 10:55:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y