alright...its been like so long since my last update again...busy with lots of stuff...year end concert...practicum folder stuff...next time upcoming excursion with the children, recycling project given by chris...thn still got other stuff to bother about...anyway hope i will still stay strong along this way...jus bought a new organizer for next yr...kinda of ex though...

well...linlin is getting better,that's a good thing to hear from her..and of coz pray hard for her again not to fall sick or being drag by someone who is falling thn in the end the person din fall but her...that's so sad larz...anyway...many things happened...things like wad happened to mi happened to linlin and roy...which i think its kinda of stupid...anyway they are fine now...so hopefully it wont happen again...and it better don happen again...

hmm...think i've put enough trust to u le..believing u again and again shall come to an end..though we are jus frens but the trust build between us isnt wad others think...coz we known each other like so long...but wad i see is not wad others see...anyway...i shall learn to control my soft heartedness to certain situations already...

next,ppl saying what they feel abt me...well,at first felt kinda of sad coz im like so bad and some how like a useless person to her..but now i've got over it...no point going crazy thinking how come ppl will think of me like that...since that's my bad points to u..thn i will learn to hide them from u...tok only when its needed...share only when i'm asked or required...show only when needed too...do everything at the correct time...and not sharing my problems with u le ba i guess...well, wads the reason for that i also donnoe...ever since that day...the same thing kinda of keep appearing in my mind...wadever larz...not bothered to noe either...

alright shall blog other days...need to do work le...

11/26/2007 08:41:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y

well..well...actually wad i was thinking is that why u bother ppl to miss, think and worried abt u when the attitude u give to others especially someone really close to u is like donnoe wad shit...anyway seriously i think at times ppl do make mistake..and when someone already apologise when cant you jus forget abt wad happened and coold urself down and tok to the someone nicely??i seriously donnoe wad is wrong with u...or wad is wrong with ur thinking...seriously u are damn sick in the brain...at times ppl wish to understand u but u are the one who don allow ppl to understand u...thn u at the nag and angry why ppl don understand u...all u think is all ur face problem...thn did u ever think abt how others feel??oh ya forgot smth...should also say the things u say to someone...u got think before u say not??do u actually noe that the words u say is veri hurting??if all along u don think before u speak...god please change u into a better self...if not ppl will start to dislike your attitude...seriously...i think u don suit to have so many ppl who cares abt u...ppl out there are trying to help u with all kinds of problem but the way u reject is really rude...last time the u is like king thn that's in the past...now no more for all this sort of life...now u should be a young adult...noe how to think and behave and react in a appropriate way...not like some other childish teenagers do...if that's the way u wanna lead ur life...thn u should let go of things that others wish to have but not possible for them...anyway..if u wanna tell lie..pls find a more appropriate reasoable lie to say...if it is becoz u wan to save face in front of a lot ppl thn tell a lie thn in the end ppl realise u are telling le...u would lose more face than just that short moment of face problem u think which matters the most...its kinda of wasting my time saying so much rubbish abt u...anyway...practicum is gonna end soon...one assignment submited last fri...thn one on wed but i've finish...left with the 30 nov practicum folder thing...shag lo....so many things to amend and amend...tired sia...linlin ar...i will try to update more often larz...don sound so sad alright...haha..=))

11/04/2007 09:35:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y