Wednesday, July 29, 2009
thnks gals for the birthday plan...eh...i know some people are just so bitch...let's throw away their phones...wakaa-*evil laugh* anyway i know you all spend alot...but really thnks... =) hmm...upcoming should be celebrating linda's birthday..but guess what wad i predicted was right... =( wad de...
hmm...upcoming events....i guess it's a long long list...
1. bulletin for term 3
2. portfolio for term 3
3. documentation panel for term 3
4. national day celebration (i hated this)
5. costume hunt for yr end concert (hate it)
6. mega crazy practice for yr end concert
7. design of background for yr end concert
8. math assignment(wonder how is the group one coming up...i doubt they did anything)
9. pui san curriculum integration assignment
10. practicum (this is the killer)
11. set up learning corners for todds (the stupid classroom is so small how to set?)
12. lesson plans
i guess there's more...just cant remember at this moment.. what a life... =(
miss baby lots...couldn't slp recently...donnoe for wad stupid reason...ah~! i just hated it..doing closing today.. =(
hmm...upcoming events....i guess it's a long long list...
1. bulletin for term 3
2. portfolio for term 3
3. documentation panel for term 3
4. national day celebration (i hated this)
5. costume hunt for yr end concert (hate it)
6. mega crazy practice for yr end concert
7. design of background for yr end concert
8. math assignment(wonder how is the group one coming up...i doubt they did anything)
9. pui san curriculum integration assignment
10. practicum (this is the killer)
11. set up learning corners for todds (the stupid classroom is so small how to set?)
12. lesson plans
i guess there's more...just cant remember at this moment.. what a life... =(
miss baby lots...couldn't slp recently...donnoe for wad stupid reason...ah~! i just hated it..doing closing today.. =(
7/29/2009 07:49:00 AM; loves mi loves you .Y
Sunday, July 19, 2009
haha~! harry potter...watch on fri nite...super pack for sure..haha...but i had advance booking so manage to watch it...well, met up old school/class mates... had a good chat and a better understanding of what they have been doing and all...at times is good to meet up old faces..flashing back old memories is kinda of good and relax...
well...back to harry potter...well...not bad..but i don lyk the ending...haha...sorry baby i din noe u wanna watch...coz i remember the previous harry potter show u din wan to watch...so sorry...
i wanna buy clothes..shoes...and many others...haiz...but with this stupid amount of pay...parents nagging at my spending...ah~! is just full of nonsense that's all...now turning 20 is time to enjoy life slowly already..i have missed out alot but...anyway...trying to fight for more...
just a random thought..some guys are so "NICE" that they show no respect for gals... yea its good to start to drift away...sickening bastards or shall i say fucker....shall all deserve 3 to 4 tight slaps on their face to make them awake.. nowadays u wanna find a really good gentlemen is lyk er....1 out of 1M? haha...okie trying to be....
anyway.... everyone has to accept that ppl do change...yes im learning to accept all this stupid changes that some of my friends had...and i shall say we have drifted since thn....well... nth much i guess...pictures... =) some are rather old...kinda of miss those days..hahaha....
7/19/2009 09:50:00 AM; loves mi loves you .Y
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
lies?truth?
believe?trust?
respect?
u in my shoe?i in ur shoe?
i love you, you love me?
thinking about you?thinking about me?
missing you?missing me?
ya...whatever...anyway it seems i did everything wrong..the way you phrase like i shouldnt have ask u to begin this whole thing together with me 2 yrs back.. it seems lyk i have drag you into a night mare..? whatever..you keep insisting that you wont wanna say break up.. why not ?its lyk 5 times you told me before...including this one time not considering it less or more? anyway i donnoe whats really in your mind..ya u will say "i also donnoe wads really in your mind too" ya as if i got the energy to talk to you at nite? ya i noe you got stress...i cant help and i don understand...yes i got stress its the same u cant help too...mine is practical..so is yours.. keep insisting that i lost for topic to talk..keep insisting i have an affair...what are all these nonsense...if i wanna have an affair...i should have done it during the point when u mentioned the 5 times of break up..
i don bare to give this up...always telling me my future depends on you..you will prove it to me...but be more sensible... future is not for anyone..but urself...yes you wanna prove..but action speaks louder then words...yes i know you are in army...you are stress...so am i..
if you think i drag you to hell..just let me know...i wont bother to say break up..but it seems like you are also not bothered...you can busy...why cant i..? u emphasizing on waiting? thn u? what have you done? telling me how much u miss me and love me...all this stuff... who knows it might be all just a lie...? im not trying to insist that you are lying...just feel u are facing your ups and down...i also wad...
say i got my frends can already...again be more sensible..i work long hours a day...i only see u once a week...you think during the days without u im alone? i float here and there lyk nth? i nid frends too...u said u give mi freedom? but do you really seriously willingly to give? or ur mouth just say and do another thing?
ya u can say im always the one who rise my voice...actually i din...im loosing my voice..do u noe? how much work i nid to do..do u noe? i screaming all day long...do u noe?? ya u are also..but im in this line for lyk so long... ah...~! fuck larz..what ever...you wanna get mad over all this that i wrote..go ahead...i jus got no where to vend my anger thats all...
think in all sorts of method you wan...anyway im not bothered to celebrate my birthday anyway...feeling its not worth and no point...
believe?trust?
respect?
u in my shoe?i in ur shoe?
i love you, you love me?
thinking about you?thinking about me?
missing you?missing me?
ya...whatever...anyway it seems i did everything wrong..the way you phrase like i shouldnt have ask u to begin this whole thing together with me 2 yrs back.. it seems lyk i have drag you into a night mare..? whatever..you keep insisting that you wont wanna say break up.. why not ?its lyk 5 times you told me before...including this one time not considering it less or more? anyway i donnoe whats really in your mind..ya u will say "i also donnoe wads really in your mind too" ya as if i got the energy to talk to you at nite? ya i noe you got stress...i cant help and i don understand...yes i got stress its the same u cant help too...mine is practical..so is yours.. keep insisting that i lost for topic to talk..keep insisting i have an affair...what are all these nonsense...if i wanna have an affair...i should have done it during the point when u mentioned the 5 times of break up..
i don bare to give this up...always telling me my future depends on you..you will prove it to me...but be more sensible... future is not for anyone..but urself...yes you wanna prove..but action speaks louder then words...yes i know you are in army...you are stress...so am i..
if you think i drag you to hell..just let me know...i wont bother to say break up..but it seems like you are also not bothered...you can busy...why cant i..? u emphasizing on waiting? thn u? what have you done? telling me how much u miss me and love me...all this stuff... who knows it might be all just a lie...? im not trying to insist that you are lying...just feel u are facing your ups and down...i also wad...
say i got my frends can already...again be more sensible..i work long hours a day...i only see u once a week...you think during the days without u im alone? i float here and there lyk nth? i nid frends too...u said u give mi freedom? but do you really seriously willingly to give? or ur mouth just say and do another thing?
ya u can say im always the one who rise my voice...actually i din...im loosing my voice..do u noe? how much work i nid to do..do u noe? i screaming all day long...do u noe?? ya u are also..but im in this line for lyk so long... ah...~! fuck larz..what ever...you wanna get mad over all this that i wrote..go ahead...i jus got no where to vend my anger thats all...
think in all sorts of method you wan...anyway im not bothered to celebrate my birthday anyway...feeling its not worth and no point...
7/07/2009 10:55:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y
Thursday, July 02, 2009
alright its a sad post again..
me and still me?
me+you= us?
you and still you?
what will it be?
well...had a argument with baby again...gonna separate for 2 months...yes again...both tired of waiting for calls...msgs... missed those company by each other...missed the hugs and kisses... missed everything we did together before ns...well i noe i had tried...just feel its not enough...can be better still...but baby is feeling tired..so do i...for me im just a little...but yes that cant talk to him every nite..im really sorry abt that but the thing is im really tired and exhuasted after a long day work...now im working early shift..and alternate days i still have nite class till like 10? by the time im home i will be like dead on my bed already...yes and work stress is getting fuck...assignment is another killer...coming up lot more...
who is there to listen to me?
who is there to give me ideas when i needed most?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to rest when im tired?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to cry when i feel sad?
who is there to.......
yes baby u are the one...but life without really feels weird...when are coming back to me again?? i miss those days...mentally tired...wanna have a break...even on my birthday i got to go for class like till 10pm...that sucks.. decided to take a afternoon half day..but come to think about even i take also seems worthless...no one is there to celebrate...baby where are you? its our 2 yr anni remember?? baby.....
i feel so far away from u...
where are you baby?let mi noe pls...
feeling that im gonna break down and cry really soon...i cant take it already..holding back my tears every nite..talking to u but cant touch you...feels so distance.... i guess i have to grow.... in what ways? guess alot ba...
me and still me?
me+you= us?
you and still you?
what will it be?
well...had a argument with baby again...gonna separate for 2 months...yes again...both tired of waiting for calls...msgs... missed those company by each other...missed the hugs and kisses... missed everything we did together before ns...well i noe i had tried...just feel its not enough...can be better still...but baby is feeling tired..so do i...for me im just a little...but yes that cant talk to him every nite..im really sorry abt that but the thing is im really tired and exhuasted after a long day work...now im working early shift..and alternate days i still have nite class till like 10? by the time im home i will be like dead on my bed already...yes and work stress is getting fuck...assignment is another killer...coming up lot more...
who is there to listen to me?
who is there to give me ideas when i needed most?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to rest when im tired?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to cry when i feel sad?
who is there to.......
yes baby u are the one...but life without really feels weird...when are coming back to me again?? i miss those days...mentally tired...wanna have a break...even on my birthday i got to go for class like till 10pm...that sucks.. decided to take a afternoon half day..but come to think about even i take also seems worthless...no one is there to celebrate...baby where are you? its our 2 yr anni remember?? baby.....
i feel so far away from u...
where are you baby?let mi noe pls...
feeling that im gonna break down and cry really soon...i cant take it already..holding back my tears every nite..talking to u but cant touch you...feels so distance.... i guess i have to grow.... in what ways? guess alot ba...
7/02/2009 10:50:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y