alright its a sad post again..

me and still me?
me+you= us?
you and still you?

what will it be?
well...had a argument with baby again...gonna separate for 2 months...yes again...both tired of waiting for calls...msgs... missed those company by each other...missed the hugs and kisses... missed everything we did together before ns...well i noe i had tried...just feel its not enough...can be better still...but baby is feeling tired..so do i...for me im just a little...but yes that cant talk to him every nite..im really sorry abt that but the thing is im really tired and exhuasted after a long day work...now im working early shift..and alternate days i still have nite class till like 10? by the time im home i will be like dead on my bed already...yes and work stress is getting fuck...assignment is another killer...coming up lot more...

who is there to listen to me?
who is there to give me ideas when i needed most?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to rest when im tired?
who is there to lend me a shoulder to cry when i feel sad?
who is there to.......

yes baby u are the one...but life without really feels weird...when are coming back to me again?? i miss those days...mentally tired...wanna have a break...even on my birthday i got to go for class like till 10pm...that sucks.. decided to take a afternoon half day..but come to think about even i take also seems worthless...no one is there to celebrate...baby where are you? its our 2 yr anni remember?? baby.....

i feel so far away from u...

where are you baby?let mi noe pls...

feeling that im gonna break down and cry really soon...i cant take it already..holding back my tears every nite..talking to u but cant touch you...feels so distance.... i guess i have to grow.... in what ways? guess alot ba...

7/02/2009 10:50:00 PM; loves mi loves you .Y